02
Sep
10

[e]Lust Virgin…..

Welcome to e[lust] - Your source for sexual intelligence and inspirations of lust from the smartest & sexiest bloggers! Whether you’re looking for hot steamy smut, thought-provoking opinions or expert information, you’re going to find it here. Want to be included in e[lust] #20? Start with the rules, check out the schedule and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates!  

~ This Week’s Top Three Posts ~

 The Rules – She squirmed in her chair as if impaled there by my finger slowly pushing in and out. “But I can tell you that on our third date, I want something a lot bigger than your finger in me.”

 Consensual Nonconsent - He told me he was going to do whatever he wanted to me, and he wanted me to not give consent. He wanted to take it from me. He wanted me to say no, and the less l liked something the harder it would make him.

 Love and light – So I move on, not as a submissive, but as the smart mature strong woman that I know that I am.  I will credit him with changing me.  Changing the way I see myself.

 ~ e[lust] Editress ~

 Confessional: Annual Reminder – In the dark, in the car, in the parking lot of a somewhat posh store, he got a fantastic blowjob as uptight conservatives drove past us.

 ~ Featured Post (Lilly’s Pick) ~

 What’s Been Eating Emmy - A yearly test is good for most, but if you find you are playing with a larger than usual number of people, go get retested.  Put yourself and your future partners mind at ease.

 See also: Pleasurists #92 and #93 for all your sex toy review needs. 
 

All blogs that have a submission in this edition must re-post this digest from tip-to-toe on their blogs within 7 days. Re-posting the photo is optional and the use of the “read more…” tag is allowable after this point. Thank you, and enjoy!

Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationship

Adventures in Buttsex
Beginner Anal Positions
Clever Slut
Ever Changing
Jane Says: Take A2M Precautions
The Big Poly Secret – The Kreplit Famine
The P-Spot is the New Male Orgasm
Vaginal Cosmetic Surgery
What is Love?

Erotic Writing

“…is Hard to Do”
Bathroom Blowjobs
Dance of The Veil(Erotic Fiction Writing)
Erotica: A “Break In” – Fantasy pt1
Foreplay – An Erotic Beginning
Her Birthday
In Plain Sight…
Just a Friend
Loki At Play
Lydia and the Wrong Stockings
my turn
Mike & Jenny In The Bookstore
Need
On Fucking Jesus
Poem
School Detention
Trust Me
The Ordeal (Part Three)
The Heat of the Moment
The Closet
The Lioness
The Belt
The Brazilian
The Show
Voyeur ISO….

Sex News, Interviews, Politics & Humor

 New Day
Interview with Athena Hollow of Geek Girls Online
KSL’s 2nd Anniversary
My Evening Out
What Happened?

Kink & Fetish

A Drink and A Smoke
Begging, Pleading
Basement
Dangerous Rope
Day 1- Define Your Kinky Self
How To Find A Mistress
I’m Here, I’m Queer???
Kissing, is all
Leash
Punishment and an Ominous Chain
The Maid and the Jewels
Temple
the 2nd night with the Farmer
Total orgasmic destruction
What FetLife Has Done

23
Aug
10

The Closet

Her students watched her walk – back and forth, back and forth – across the stage of the lecture hall.  She was impeccably dressed in a form-fitting, black, high waisted pencil skirt paired with a sheer corset top and a silky chemise underneath.  Her too-high, black, sling-backed heels clicked like a metronome on the cold tiles as she walked front of  her class.  Her nude thigh highs barely peeked out from the seductive slit on the side of her skirt; giving her male students a bit of a thrill when she walked by, as well as giving a soft illusion of the floral tattoo on her right calf.  Her soft, brown hair framed her shoulders and her tasteful, silver jewelry nestled nicely in between her voluptuous, 38D breasts.  Her ‘professor’ glasses made her look intelligent in a very, wicked way. 

The lecture hall was full – as normal – and her students eagerly awaited every word as her mind captivated almost as thoroughly as her seductive walk.  She liked having her students enthralled by her words as well as her style – it gave her a power trip that she very much enjoyed. 

This particular night she noticed a very handsome man sitting in the rear of her class who was not normally there.  His gaze was constantly upon her, every time she looked their eyes met for a brief second.  He looked seductively dangerous and a bit mysterious, it made her blood chill and her heart race.  She found herself speaking almost exclusively to him in her mind.  There was just something about him – and she did not know what it was quite yet.

After her lecture, students came up to ask questions, turn in term papers and otherwise engage her.  When she had a chance to look, she noticed that the handsome stranger was gone, having blended in with the crowd of students exiting the classroom.  She was upset as she wished to speak to him, to know who, exactly, he was. 

Exiting the lecture hall, she realized that it was quite late.  Her students had kept her past 10 pm, the school was almost abandoned – her favorite time.  She loved to walk the halls feeling the presence of all who had walked them before her, listening to the sounds of the University, as in the building itself.  She imagined if she were really quiet she could hear professors of decades past discussing any number of topics.

Her office was on the 3rd floor – a long way from the lecture halls.  As she rounded the corner of the 3rd floor she saw someone outside her office door.  It was HIM -the handsome stranger!  She walked up toward him and as she did her heart started to beat faster.  There was something about him – something enticing.  He was taller than her by quite a bit, soft brownish hair, very handsome.  He had a very nice, athletic build.  He was dressed in jeans and a t-shirt, but he looked really sexy.  His eyes reflected the dim light almost like an animal’s would as he watched her walk toward him.

“Hello there,” she greeted him, reaching for her office keys, “what can I do for you?”

“I have come to see you, Mikayla,” he answered, smiling. 

 He had a very nice, yet though provoking smile.  His warm, deep, masculine voice had a tinge of an accent, European she thought.  He addressed her informally with her first name, not giving her the deference of Professor.  This made her very curious, as any fellow professor or student would have done so.  She opened her office, placed her laptop and books on her desk, clicked on the little light behind it and sat down, inviting him to sit.

“Actually, I was wondering if we might take a walk,” he asked, as if it was so simple, so commonplace for her to just ‘walk’ around with strangers.  Oddly, she felt no sense of danger, no sense of fear – only excitement – so she agreed.  She locked up her office – leaving her personal items on her desk – and they walked down the nearly empty hallways.  

“So, are you a student in one of my classes, or a course auditor,” she asked.

“Neither,” he replied simply.

“Oh, well then, what has brought you here,” she questioned.

“You, Mikayla.  Just you,” he answered, taking her hand.

This gesture should have been odd – at least - but instead was comfortable.  It was almost like she knew him.  It was almost like she had been with him before.  She did not take her hand away, just kept on walking.  Her heels clicking along and his soft shoes making no noise.   It was almost as if she were walking with a ghost.  A very intriguing, sexy ghost!

As they followed the long, winding halls she found herself getting more and more curious.  Every question she asked, he answered simply, with one or two words, divulging nothing about himself.  She walked along, holding his hand, feeling enticed and, yes, aroused.  She started to notice a very pleasant smell coming from him, a cologne perhaps?  Or, maybe just his smell.  When they reached the storage closets for the theater department he abruptly stopped.  He turned to her, leaning against the wall and grabbed her waist, pulling her toward him.  Their lips met and he kissed her – just like he had kissed her a thousand times.  She attempted to withdraw, as this shocked her, but he only held her closer and kissed her harder.  He bit her lip – gently – but it got her attention.  She started to melt into him, yielding to his lips, tongue and mouth.  Their kiss became more heated, passionate, needy.  She heard the ‘click’ of the door opening and felt herself being pulled into the closet, and for a second panicked.  Why was he pulling her in there?  In an instant she was surrounded by darkness, the closet was extremely small.  Their two bodies barely fit in the space, which made her almost claustrophobic. 

He turned her around so that her back hit the wall at the rear of the tiny closet, and reached back to shut the door.  It was pitch black, no light at all to help her to see.  It was almost like she were wearing a blindfold.    He was still kissing her, and she was still yielding to him.  His hand went up to her face, stroked her cheek, but then went to her neck.  His large, strong hand encircled her neck, squeezing just a bit.  For a split second she worried that he was going to kill her and leave her in this closet!  However, the way he held her neck made her feel safe – as if he knew what he was doing. 

The kisses had become even more heated – their spit mixing around as he kissed her mouth, lips, neck.  He pinned her to the wall with his hand on her neck and pressed himself against her.  He was hard – very hard – and he was not shy about letting her know.  She found herself grinding herself shamelessly against him.  He must have taken this as a hint to continue because his free hand reached up and unbuttoned her blouse deftly.  He grabbed at her breasts as he kissed, sucked and gently bit on her neck, shoulders and the tops of her breasts.  He roughly pulled her breasts out of her lacy bra, exposing the hardened nipples to his hot breath.  His hand pulled up her skirt one side, then the other, exposing her thighs and her ass.  He never released his grip on her neck, but his other hand explored her body wantonly, eagerly, roughly.  She felt her panties being moved aside and her legs being forced open.  His hand explored her wetness, opening her petals, smearing the wetness all over her mound. 

His hands were so eager to enter her that his fingers began to sink in almost instantly and she muttered ‘Oooh’ as they did.  The heat of her pussy was crazy and the excitement that she felt as he ravaged her with his fingers was divinely intense.  He plunged his fingers firmly up into her, forcing her legs to open more and her body to actually go up onto her tip toes.  She felt herself being lifted up and smushed harder against the wall.  He took her left leg and extended it, it met the other wall with no effort; he did the same with her right.  There she was, legs spread, panties pushed aside, this sexy stranger’s fingers fucking up into her pussy while she quite literally fucked his hand to orgasm in this tiny, dark closet!

“Cum for me Mikayla,” he whispered in her ear.  It was more like a growl, really.  A commanding growl that she couldn’t refuse.

“Ooooh, fuck……I’m……Cummmminnnngggg,” she heaved as her legs started to convulse and shake.  His fingers did not stop, nor did his kisses.  He simply groaned a bit and continued to fuck her with his fingers.  Up and into her with just the perfect attention to her clit.  He was good.  He was damn good.

As she came down from her orgasm, she felt the hard tip of his cock at her opening.  She had put herself so deeply into her subspace during orgasm that she did not notice him undoing his pants and setting his cock free.  He teased her only momentarily with his cock  until thrusting it firmly and deeply into her waiting wetness. 

“Ohhh fuck…..Fuck me…..Fuck me now……” she said, breathing heavily and gasping with pleasure.  He took her whole weight onto his cock now and bounced her up and down on his manhood, his large cock hitting her cervix with each and every thrust.  She was so close to cumming again…..so close.  She grabbed at his neck and back, scratching him with her fingernails.  He kissed her roughly, sucking on her neck and biting here and there.  His breathing was getting more rapid and she knew he was getting close to cumming.

She put her feet back on the wall and used her strength to fuck him.  Up and down on his cock she slid, their bodies a tangled twist of sweat and heat.  The little closet was an erotic cocoon for both of them.  The confinement had forced them to almost become one – one being stuck together in intimate closeness. 

His hand released her neck and went to her ass.  He grabbed her up and forced her down onto him.  His whole length was inside her and he was moaning in the most delicious way.  She knew he was close to cumming – she wanted him to cum deep inside her.  She bit his earlobe and licked his ear, whispering, ‘Its OK, I want you to fill me with your hot cum!”

“Fuck…Fuck….Oh my God…fuck….” he breathed hard and whispered into her ear. 

With that his body became rigid and his grasp on her tightened.  He began to empty himself into her.  She felt his hot load filling her pussy.  He continued to kiss her, less heated now.  He slowed his motion and held her on him, grabbing her tightly and squeezing her ass.  He picked her up and lowered her to the floor, the hot cum starting to drip down her leg and onto her thigh highs.  She didn’t care.  She stood there, motionless, breathing heavily in front of him.  The sweet scent of sex filled the tiny space and his cum was literally snaking its way down to her ankle.  He reached out, brushed her cheek and kissed her neck gently, lovingly.  He pulled up his jeans, reached behind him and opened the door, backing out slowly.  When the dim light of the hallway hit the small closet she blinked to focus, saw his devilish smile and then he was gone.  Just like a ghost he literally vanished.

For quite a while she stood in the closet smelling his scent – and theirs.  She reached down and took a sample of his cum and put it to her lips.  So sweet. 

When she arrived home she started to seriously wonder if it was all a dream – some crazy fantasy she had after a long, stressful day.  As she undressed in front of her bedroom mirror she saw them – the marks.  The bite marks on her neck, shoulder and breasts.  The hand print on her neck.  The flushed erotic marks all over her body. 

She smiled.

16
Aug
10

Fuckable Items Part III

Ahhh, it has been a little while since I have posted a ‘Fuckable Items’ post – so I thought, eh, no time like the present!  Enjoy!

So, what does a HOT, tattooed girl like to pleasure herself with?  Well, for me it has to be the Inked Pleasure Probe:

Got Ink?  Got Cum?  I got BOTH!

Available at TooTimid.com

This item intriques me…..I mean, really, really intrigues me…..

              Female Electro-Stim…..

Um, I think I would like to snuggle next to this at night:

27
Jul
10

Changes…..and Corsets…..

*sigh*

Can you sense the tension? 

 My life has been going through a tumultuous season right now.  I almost feel like I can’t even find the silence in my mind to think clearly. 

Within the last few weeks I have lost friends whom I thought were of my core group; I have found a new one who is quickly becoming very important to me; I have reevaluated the reevaluation of my marriage; I have decided to make a few physical changes to my appearance (a new tattoo, letting my hair grow out, hired a personal trainer to help ‘tone’ me better); and I am going to seriously start looking at finishing my book, my novel and spending some time doing some important things I have been neglecting.

I have re-connected with some of my passions:  Yoga, Journaling, Art, Music – and yes, shopping for things that make me feel good….like CORSETS!  I am reinventing and reinvesting in ME!

The last year has been a mix of wonderful experiences and a foggy confusion.  I have had doubts where I probably shouldn’t have and have put great faith where I definitely shouldn’t have.  People have surprised me in good and in not so good ways.  I have come to be more at peace with who I am; and yet more at unrest with who I was becoming. 

I know the abmiquity of this post might confuse a great many – if not all – of my readers.  I know some of you are thinking, ‘but where is the sex talk, we want the sex talk!‘ – well, I think that there will be more of that, sooner rather than later, but the context of it might be somewhat surprising. 

For now just know that I am evolving, changing, morphing into a new, better, sexier and more secure Mika – and when I emerge from my cocoon I think everyone will be shocked at how different I have really become.  Until then, just remember, this is still Wickedbed and wicked in bed I will always be!

13
Jul
10

Found a Playmate…..

Yes, I know.  It has been a while.  I have been detained in the real world.  Which, unfortunately for me, is not the same as restrained.  So, I know I have more to my Birthday Bang weekend to discuss and relive, but I am just not up to it today.  I have other happy exploits to recount.

So, my devious little voyeurs, have any of you ever had really, really intense cyber sex?  Like you are in it to win it cyber sex?  Well, from time to time I have indulged in this tasty treat and over the last few weeks I had – bar none – the best cyber experience I have ever had. 

My special playmate is not a new person in my life – but he has become a very good friend.  I can really relate to him; and he to me.  He is definitely a lily in my life.  He and I share a common interest:  BDSM play.  Not only do we share this interest, but we both know exactly how to react to it, to talk about it, and to write about it.  We are kindred spirits in this manner and I have to confess:  it is nice to have someone to share this side of myself with.  As I have related to you before, my hubby is very, very VANILLA.  Like vanilla to the extreme – not a sprinkle or chocolate syrup in sight.  He is not a bad lover, but this particular interest he does not share with me. 

So, when I have an opportunity to let my Dark Passenger (to borrow a term from Dexter) play, well, it is especially yummy.

Now, I know you would like some details about my cyber exploits, but I am not at liberty to share them.  I am only able to tell you that this adventure kept me in a total state of arousal for 3 days as well as rendered me more orgasms than I have had solo in quite a long time.  I had a playmate a while back but he has since found other things with which to fill his time.  I have missed it – expressing this side of myself. 

I have to say – and those of you in the lifestyle will understand – when I get an opportunity to spread my BDSM wings, I feel like I have come home (or cum home, if you prefer) and I am most intune with this type of play (whether in real life or cyber life). 

I sincerely hope that my playmate offers me further chances to explore this realm with him.  So, Sir, if you are reading this my Dear One, let’s play again – that was fun!

Wet Kisses….

16
Jun
10

Clitty, Clitty Birthday Bang….

Ok boys and girls gents and gals, I promised you a recap of my Birthday weekend get-away sex fest, and I always honor my promises.  When last I left you I had revealed that my husband had taken me away on a surprise birthday trip to a lovely little inn that I L O V E.   My hb knows how much I love this inn – the view, the quiet, the winding hallways, the SPA, and the quaint restaurants and little shops that adorn the surrounding streets.  He knows how much I ache for that 4-poster bed, the deep, 2 person whirlpool tub, the in-room fireplace and the semi-private balcony.  He knows how horny I get just setting foot on the property – and he knows how badly I needed to be fucked. 

He and I have had a sort of disconnection lately – to where sex was almost non-existent.  For a while there we were having sex, but there was no……fireworks.  Oh sure, I would have multiple orgasms and he would cum like a rocket in my mouth, pussy or on my tits – but it was lacking a certain connection.  I know what you are thinking, ‘Mikayla, who the FUCK needs a connection it is just S E X.’    To an extent, I agree with this.  Sometimes sex is sex is sex.  However, there are a lot of issues going on with us right now and the sex has just been sort of flat.

However, my Birthday Bang Weekend – SOOOOOOO not flat. 

Anti-flat

Climactic

Orgasmic

So, my little erotic voyeurs, do you want to hear some of the highlight reel? I know that you do, so here we go…..

The entire evening was a surprise – he packed my bags, arranged the sitter, drove us there without revealing where we were going.  When we pulled up to the Inn I have to admit….my panties got a little wet.  I knew my draught was ending.  I knew the holding pattern would be over.  I knew my HB would make an emergency landing and I would accept him.  I knew I was going to be fucked 7 ways from Saturday -and I was right.

We began by taking a stroll down the street to the Starbucks at the end of the main drag (it was too early to check in yet) and the conversation was pleasant and we even held hands as we walked.  The weather was delicious – 75 and breezy.  Wearing my new, black halter tank top I felt especially ‘boobilicious’ and sexy.  I have a habit of thinking about sex….a lot…..I mean A LOT…..and when I do I get into this constant state of arousal.  I was in that state of arousal.  I found myself stroking the inside of my HB palm with my fingertips and finding ways to brush my hard nipples up against him. 

 He knew he was in. 

He knew I would relent.

When we checked into our room a few hours later I was already wet – really wet.   We walked into our gorgeous suite and I noticed a vase of my favorite flowers on the table.  He really had thought of everything.  As I stood there staring at them, he came up behind me and grabbed me around the waist.  He kissed my neck, my ear.  His hands ran wantonly around my body, my tits, my ass.  I was ready to be taken, but he had other plans.  He walked me to the bathroom and started to fill the giant tub with warm water.  He told me to undress and get in – informing me that we had dinner reservations later.  I got into the tub which was filling nicely with bubbles – just enough to hide the most erotic parts of me.  I assumed my HB would join me in the tub – but he didn’t.  He opened a bottle of wine from the bar and handed me a glass.  He pulled the tufted stool over to the side of the tub and sat there chatting with me, dipping his hand into the tub every so often.  It was erotic and relaxing.   

When I had finished my glass of wine, he grabbed the removeable shower head from its perch on the side of the tub and turned it on.  He started to melt the bubbles away with the spray, slowly revealing my nakedness from underneath.  The firm jet tickled my tummy and yes, my clit.   I slunk into the tub, letting the water hit me all over – sending me into a state of relaxation and comfort.  I felt his hand dipping into the water to grab my nipples, stroke my tummy and eventually, go between my legs.  I found myself spreading my legs on either side of the huge tub, letting my ass come out of the water as my HB started to gently finger me.  In and out his fingers went as my hips met his fingers.  I was  fucking his fingers slowly – my body still mostly submerged by the water.  It had been so long since we had been this intimate that I came quickly, clenching around his fingers in a squeak and a scream.  He kept his fingers inside me and placed the jets of the shower on my clit – I came again.  And Again. 

It was delicious. 

It was naughty. 

I got out of the tub, dried off, put on the complimentary fuzzy robe and walked out into the room to see another glass of wine poured for me.  I was taking the liquor slowly, I wanted to be somewhat lucid for later.  I noticed he had packed new, black panties and my favorite dress.  Black with a bold white pattern, low cut and ruched top that really played on my favorite asset:  my tits.  He even packed my knee high boots.  He had thought of everything.  He also packed my favorite black and red corset.  As I dressed for dinner, I put the corset and new panties on, hoisting my tits up high and when the dress came down over them – well hell, I was aroused by myself.  I felt exceedingly sexy—–and horny.

I applied my make-up, fixed my hair, spritzed on perfume and exited the bathroom.

“Mikayla, you look gorgeous,” came the response from my admirer.  I believed him.  I felt it.

He walked over and kissed my neck, my ear, the tops of my heaving breasts.  He whispered, ‘take off your panties.’  I obeyed.  I dropped them straight to the floor.  He hoisted me up and placed me on the end of the bed.  He pushed my skirt up over my thighs and grabbed my thighs hard between his fingers, forcing my legs apart.  I glanced at the clock, noticing that we had about 20 minutes before having to leave for the restaurant which was a short walk down the street.  He went down between my legs, pushing my thighs apart firmly and began to lick and suck my pussy. 

Oh fuck. 

He was pulling out all the stops.  Gently nibbling my clit.  Gently fingering me.  Licking the lips of my pussy up and down, back and forth.  Driving me mad with distraction.  Again with the clit nibbling.  Fuck.  Fuck.  I love that.  He was so close to making me cum….so fucking close.  One.  Final.  Nibble.

FUCK!

I came in a loud squeal as my legs closed against his head.  I tried to wiggle away.  He kept nibbling on my clit.  Damnit.  I kept cumming.  My ass off the bed, my boot heels on his shoulders, forcing my pussy into his mouth. I grabbed his head.  I said naughty things.  I begged him to fuck my pussy with his mouth.  I begged him to nibble and suck on my clit.   Dirty boy, make me cum.  Fuck my pussy, make me cum.  Fuck.

I came.  I came again.  His tongue and fingers teased my pussy with skill.  How I missed this.  I missed this.

After I came down from orgasmic bliss, my HB helped me off the bed.  He went to wash his face, brush his teeth and change his shirt.  I washed up and put my panties back on.  He said, ‘leave them off’ – and I obeyed.  He was in a naughty mood. 

A VERY naughty mood.

Good.

Off to dinner we went.  Me feeling yummy and aroused.  Him looking happy and mischievious. 

…….interested yet my little voyeurs?  I hope so.  There is much more to tell.  I will come back to finish up with the best and most naughty details soon.  Can you stand to wait?  Hope so.

29
May
10

EMERGENCY LANDING…….

UPDATE:  For those of you at home players, I have an important update!  My husband’s plane made an emergency landing on my runway last weekend!  As I have mentioned, we have not been having sex. 

 None. 

 Nada. 

Nope. 

No sex

We have just not been in sync, I call it a ‘holding pattern’ and likened it to his plane circling around over the runway.

Well, as of last Saturday, his plane made an EMERGENCY LANDING on my runway!

What does this mean, exactly?  Well, last weekend was my Birthday weekend and he planned a surprise, overnight jaunt to a quaint little Inn that we both love.  He went all out:  booked our babysitter, packed the bags (and did well with the packing – even remembered my favorite corset), booked us dinner at a night little bistro across the way, booked me a massage and even got us one of the most expensive rooms in the joint:  foyer, mini-bar, fireplace, semi-private balcony, HUGE 2 person whirlpool tub, GIANT 4-poster bed….what more could a gal want?

So, let me ask you all this:  how could I possibly turn down sex?  I mean, this was seduction from start to finish.  He knows that I love this Inn, he KNOWS that I love and have a kind of freaky-attachment to 4-poster beds – he KNOWS that a night without our kids would make me loose and wanton even more so than usual.  He knew that I would cave – and he was soooooo right.

As much as I would like to say that I am a woman capable of ignoring such niceties, the truth is – I was ready to cave in.  Our sex life went from white hot – to dead cold – and it was bothering me.  I know we have issues to discuss, but wouldn’t they still be there on Monday – you know, after a soak in the large tub (replete with rose petals mind you!)

So, I know you are all itching to find out what happened, right? I mean, this is WickedBed, so how Wicked did I get?  Holy FUCK!  I think that our hotel neighbors probably heard the screams of ‘Oh Fuck’ and ‘I’m CUMMING’ and ‘I’m CUMMMMMING AGAIN’ for most of the night. 

I promise to give you a blow by blow (pun intended) detailing of our night in a future post, however, here is a checklist of deeds done:

Fingering in the large bathtub (few orgasms there)

Oral sex on the bed (few more Os)

Oral sex on the chaise lounge (few more Os)

Fingering and oral on the balcony (more….)

Fucked in the steam shower, tub, on the bed, off the bed and almost….almost on the balcony…

Bet you can’t wait for the details can you – you horny little voyeurs!  Coming soon….I PROMISE!!

15
May
10

Squirtilicious Squirting

As I may have mentioned, I have been self-soothing my personal aches with masturbation.  A lot of masturbation.  An obscene amount of masturbation.  Some would say too h masturbation.   You may be asking yourself, “Mikayla, why aren’t you fucking your husband?”  Well, as I mentioned a few posts back, we are sort of in a holding pattern and his plane has yet to land on my runway.

Regardless, I have been pleasuring myself quite a bit, and I just got a new toy from TooTimid (which, if you are playing along at home is the Website / Sexual Enhancement company that I am Sex Educator / Toy Reviewer for) called the Rose G-Spot Bulb with Light.  Here is a picture:

This little toy has quickly earned a spot of glory in my treasure chest.  It is the perfect toy for rendering squirtiliciousness.

I have always had a unique ability to squirt during G-spot orgasm.  Not ‘freaky, cover the room in liquid’ squirting, but a decent amount of ‘the bed is now wet’ squirting.  I absolutely CRAVE G-spot orgasms.  I mean, who wouldn’t crave that:

crawling all over the bed, squirming from pleasure, body shaking, hard nippled, moaning, swearing, liquid gushing all over, intensity that only a G-Spot O can deliver!

As I said, I crave them.  Yummy!

So, I couldn’t have gotten this toy at a better time.  I was so uber excited to try it, but as always, I have a bit of skepticism when it comes to G-spot toys.  There is nothing worse than getting yourself all worked up, wet and ready and having a toy fizzle out at the moment you need it. 

 This was NOT that kind of toy.  This toy was W O N D E R F U L!!!

I won’t bore you with all the mundane details of my masturbation ritual – but I will say that I was on my hands and knees, toy placed into my wet pussy, hitting my G-Spot just perfectly, as I bucked back against it until the orgasm hit and the squirting commenced….and commenced….and GOD DAMN FUCKING CUM-MENCED!  Suffice it to say, by the time I was done playing my pussy was in physical pain from all the orgasms, my sheets (and towel I put under my ass) were SOAKED and I was smiling from ear to ear!

S M I L I N G from E A R to E A R!

It has been a long time since I have orgasmed so hard and so many times that I have felt like I was walking funny for a while.  A long time.  It was a long, long time coming (pun intended!)  I have played with my new friend many times since that day and let me tell you – it has delivered EVERY time. 

I now have 2 G-Spot toys that I <3……my other fave is a glass dildo.  Guys and gals, that glass dildo is like caressing your pussy with smooth orgasmic bliss!  I love my toys and I look forward to sharing more of my solo sexcapades with you all (that is, if you want to hear about them).

I definitely look forward to more SQUIRTILICIOUSNESS with my little friend.  Now, if I could just get a playmate to help me along, that would be wonderful!

03
May
10

Out Of The Darkness and Into the Light…..

First and foremost I have to say a GIANT ‘Thank you’ to all the people who sent me e-mails regarding my last post.  It was reassuring that I was not alone in my feelings – so THANKS SO MUCH!  I big cyber HUG to Sunshine and MsJaye for your comments here – they were very helpful in making me feel less…..guilty and confused – SO YOU BOTH ROCK!

So, a little time has passed and I have made my peace.  I have reconciled my feelings of relief, guilt, sadness, sorrow, joy [yes, joy in a weird way] and confusion.  Today I feel that the world is once again as it should be – and needs to be – and I am picking up the pieces of my scattered thoughts and continuing on – for what else is there to do, really?

None of HIS choices were my fault.  Nothing HE did was directly caused by ME.  My very, very close friend J told me:

”Mik, after all the things HE did to YOU – all the unspeakable, violent, horribly disgusting things HE did to you – YOU didn’t kill yourself!  You chose to live and to go on.  He could have done that too – no matter what happened – and he didn’t.  He is a coward and always would be – you are ten times stronger than he ever will be!’

That was truth.  100% truth.

So, how have I been spending my time this last week?  Masturbating like a fool.  I am an admitted self-soother.  At one point in my life I soothed with food, at others ‘substances’ that I perhaps shouldn’t have; and now in my life it is masturbation.  It was very odd the feeling of need for sexual release that sort of came over me almost instantly.  I felt this pull to make myself feel physically good – in that I felt mentally bad.

For the first days after I heard I was masturbating and orgasming 10 or more times a day.  This has since weaned off a bit – but I still feel the need to cleanse.  Cleansing through Masturbation – odd concept?  In any case, it has helped – and all of you helped – and I say again, ‘thanks for the support!’

So, here I am….out of the darkness and going into the light.  The light of a new era in my life.  A time when I don’t have to look over my shoulder, watch for the evil lurking in the darkness.  A time when I can simply live my life – and this time I want to LIVE MY LIFE! 

Let’s watch and see how I do, shall we???

20
Apr
10

Sorrow?…..

Sorrow:  [defined as] deep distress, sadness or regret especially for the loss of something or someone loved.

Hmmm, not quite sure if what I am experiencing is sorrow but that word seems to encapsulate my emotions right now.  I have lost someone in my life.  Someone who was very important to me at one point and time – but ended up being evil incarnate.  This person – this “man” (and I use that term lightly) - did unspeakable things to me.  This being abused a trust that was so important, so sacred that it has affected every relationship I have had since. 

I have a whirlwind of confusing emotions going through my mind right now.  This person was someone whom (at the time) I thought I loved.  I have since discovered that it was nothing close to love.  Having found real love I now know that what we shared was more like….obsession for a mutual need.  This obsession, unfortunately, turned ugly for him and dangerous for me.  Our relationship ended badly…..and describging it as badly is like calling a tsunami a small wave.   He nearly killed me – and I mean literally as well as figuratively.  Yes, badly is an understatement.

This man continued his obsession with hurting me through the years – and as a result ended up incarcerated because I finally stood up for myself.  My Bug helped me to stand up for myself.  He ended up in prison and, last Saturday, he killed himself. 

He KILLED himself

He is gone.

He is dead.

He is no more.

He can’t hurt me anymore.

He can’t abuse me anymore.

He can’t hurt anyone else anymore.

He killed himself.

How do I feel?  Sad?  Guilty?  Relieved?  Happy?  Emotionless?  Confused?  All of these things?  I feel….numb.  I feel…..afraid to feel.  If I say I am relieved that a human being has died – does that make me a bad person?  If I say I feel sad – does that make me crazy to grieve for one, single moment a person who abused me so badly?  If I say I am emotionless – does that make me a cold-hearted bitch?

How do I feel?  Someone, tell me – how am I supposed to feel?

The only word I can think of is….S O R R O W.




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