Archive for August, 2008

Personal Whore….

Posted in Ponderings.... with tags , , , , , on August 29, 2008 by mikayla1

As many of you know, I have been in a real funk.  I am sorry for that…..sorry in that I began downtrodden so much that I forgot my own personal rule:  sex is a commitment, sex is a necessity, sex is stress relief and sex is expected in a relationship.  I allowed myself to get sucked down into the vortex of depression and forgot to enjoy sex.  Oh, we have had sex, but it hasn’t been ‘good’ sex….well, not till last night.

Knowing that sex has become a short version of what it should be, I was bound and determined to NOT let it go on any longer.  I mean, sure we have lost a job, but did we loose our pussy or cock?  Did we loose our mouths?  Did we have our sex toys reposesed?  HELL NO!  So, last night I was ready for action…and action is what we had…

I took a nice, long shower.  I shaved every, single nook and cranny of my body from the armpit to the ankle.  I made sure I was super smooth and hairless everywhere that counted.  I used our massaging shower head and a dildo to make myself cum a few times.  Being too eager makes the first orgasm cum to quickly…and I wanted it to be a nice, long session.

I put on a new corset that I had bought before the ‘incident’ and felt super sexy in it.  It is a standard, lace up the back, cleavage busting out corset with black lace with pink hearts (abstract hearts) on it.  It has a matching thong and garters.  I put on the whole 9 yards, even some make-up, but I left my hair wet.  I lit candles and then called my hubby into the bedroom where I was perched, on my knees on the bed.  I had put on my eternity collar (that I admittedly have not worn in a long, long time) and when my hubby saw me, and hte room, and the toys, and me….he got an instant boner.  I motioned for him to come to the edge of the bed and when he got there I immediately started taking off his shirt.  Kissing down his chest, his ears (he loves that) and neck.  I moved closer to him so he could touch me if he wanted…and he wanted. 

His hands quickly found my tits and started rubbing and groping them.  I love the nipple rubbing and the pulling of my nipples.  I moaned quietly in his ear and took a little nibble.  My tits were practically out of the corset, but still properly restrained enough.  The tight corset holding me in - just barely - and adding that sexy tightness that I love so much.  My pussy was soooo wet already, and I just wanted him to bury his cock inside me…but not yet.  I am a greedy, greedy whore and I wanted it all.

I motioned for him to get up on the bed, he took down his jeans, revealing a large hard on under his boxers.  He now on his knees on the bed, I slunk down and took the hem of his boxers in my mouth and skillfully (yes, I believe this is a skill) took them down with only my mouth, while looking right into his eyes.  His cock sprang forth with strength and enthusiasm and I licked the tip of it before going back up to my knees to kiss him hard and fast on the mouth.  Our tongues doing that suggestive dance indicating exactly what we wanted to do to the other’s sacred spaces.

His cock was pressing against my thigh, so one quick adjustment and it was resting happily on my crotch.  I pulled myself closer to him and spread my legs a bit so his cock could brush against my barely covered snatch.  He took the bait and began to thrust against me - giving me just the slightest thrill and ache in my pulsating pussy.

He was quickly becoming extremely aroused, and pushed me back on the bed, taking my thong off in the quickest of motions, and spreading my legs wide. 

“oh baby, you are super smooth for me.  I am going to suck and pound that pussy good,” he said when he felt the smoothness that I purposely prepared for him.

This is the position I love - lying back with my legs spread apart, holding my ankles so my lover can see every inch of my private space, admiring, and desiring to be nestled in between my folds.  Love it.  Makes me feel like such a personal whore!

Now I am in sub mode.  Now I am no longer in control, I have relinguished that right and put myself in sex slave mode.  I am a willing and obedient whore - willingly waiting for his next move.  His move was to take a finger and start rubbing my clit while holding my pussy open wide.  I came.  God help me, I came instantly.  Oh how I missed this.  What the fuck is wrong with me that I would go THIS long without this bliss?????

That was all he needed in encouragement and he brought his cock to my waiting mouth.  Still moaning from the intensity of the orgasm I began to take his cock in my mouth.  Using just my tongue and mouth to bring him down my throat.  I took one hand and grabbed his balls, took the other and thrust him deep into my throat.  The groan he elicited was worth the effort - and it really was not too much effort, I have mad oral sex skills.

Fucking my mouth hard, while grabbing my tits and giving me an occassional, complimentary pussy grope was making me soooo hot.  I wanted his cock in my pussy and I wanted it now.  The need was urgent, but he had other plans.  Turning himself around, cock still in my mouth, he thrust my legs back and began to fuck my pussy with his mouth and fingers.  I came again.  I was gushing like a naive bride.

In the midst of my orgasmic bliss he had gotten a toy and I felt the cold thrill of one of my glass dildos entering my very wet pussy.  I love when he combines glass with oral - there is nothing like the smooth sensation of glass combined with the warm wetness of a skilled tongue!  Oh mamma!  He took himself out of my mouth and slid down between my legs, motioning me to spread my legs up and back.  I grabbed my thighs, took a deep breath and prepared.  My skilled hubby took that dildo and fucked me hard while playing tongue tag with my engorged clit until I began to squirt and gush in G-spot oragsms that left me shaking and weak.  Now he was ready to fuck me.

Lying on the bed, I could barely get up the strength to plop down on his rod - but I did.  Wet and ready I slid down on his cock as he sighed and commented on the tightness of my pussy around him.  I was still contracting and gushing and the sensation was wickedly fantastic.  I bounced up and down and was grinding my pussy hard against him.  I quickly began to cum AGAIN and my contractions started sending him into pre-orgasm mode.  He took my hips and guided my movements, taking time to place my bullet between my clit and his pubic arch.  I was in fucking heaven!  Orgasm after orgasm after orgasm until finally he gave it up and filled me with his hot, sticky cum!

I was in complete bliss…completely satisfied and just plain releived.  I have to reiterate, sex IS stress relief, sex IS fun, sex IS expected and I will neve forsake sex again!  Sex is free - and FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!! Don’t forget the sex….go have sex…RIGHT NOW……I am gonna have sex again….RIGHT NOW.

The Girls Next Door…

Posted in Ponderings.... with tags , on August 23, 2008 by mikayla1

Hello Blogging World!  I have surfaced from my funk long enough to depict a totally amazing event.  As much as I detest the idea of being ‘happy’ right now, when I truly feel like the walls are closing in around me, I would be remiss not to detail this very arousing experience….

So, the house next to us has been vacant for a while - at least a year since the old lady who lived there died.  Anyway, with the housing market in Chicago the way it is, the house has been sitting….waiting…beckoning for the ‘right’ owner(s).  We started seeing a bunch of people over there - going in and out, walking around.  Then we saw some contractors come in, siders, roofers.  It has been very busy over there.  THe old lady did nothing to update her house and now it is getting completely renovated. 

All the hustle and bustle has been interesting, but not as interesting as what happened last Thursday.  I was in the backyard with my boys and this moving van pulled up in the backyard.  A very attractive woman got out, looked around then unlocked the door.  The movers began moving things in and out.  Naturally, I was very curious as to whom was moving in exactly.  I wondered if the ‘hot chick’ was moving in.

The movers come and go and about an hour later a nice car pulls up in the driveway.  Another hot girl gets out of the car, and another…and ANOTHER.  I was wondering if our little neighborhood was being invaded by Playboy Bunnies or something.  Well, last night I FINALLY got to meet my new neighbors.  Rachel and Miranda - a very nice couple of girls in their mid 20s.  Apparently, they are ‘friends’ as they did not introduce themselves in any way that would indicate that they were ‘lovers.’

Well….sometimes introductions don’t do people justice I guess because these girls are DEFINITELY LESBIANS!  Oh yeah, they were sunning in the backyard today - in bikinis - and literally lathering themselves up with the suntan oil.  Their yard is surrounded by a privacy fence, as is ours, but the fence in between our yards is a white picket fence, so I can see them, they can see me.  There they are, out in their new backyard garden making out like no tomorrow!  Kissing, fondling, touching….it was hot already but these gals are HAWT!

They stopped long enough to say ‘hey neighbor’ to me…then they thought about it and stopped their affectionate touching.  Rachel got up and came to the fence.  She says, ‘well, I guess you can tell we are a ‘couple’ huh? I hopt it doesn’t offend you.’  I told them that I myself am a bi-sexual woman, but I am also a Mom of two curious boys, so it would probably be best if they reserved the REALLy intimate stuff for when my kids aren’t in the backyard. 

That was no problem for Rachel, as she understood completely.  However, I may have to tell them to pull their blinds because their bedroom window faces my kitchen window and when they went in, they got NEKKID and BUSY in the bedroom!  Damn those girls are hot and what I saw was something right out of Penthouse Forum!  Oh laa laa…I need to go take a shower cause those Girls Next Door have me creaming in my jeans…….

When It Rains….

Posted in Ponderings.... with tags , , on August 16, 2008 by mikayla1

OK, so I posted last week about feeling blah cause I lost some work and the economy sucks, etc.  Well…….it gets worse….much, much worse!

My hubby had to go to work on Thursday and he was not at all looking forward to it because he had to fire a bunch of people beneath him.  He hated doing it, but it was part of his job.  So then, when he was done, he got a call from his boss and HE WAS FIRED TOO!  In fact, they fired his whole department!  He was shocked!  I mean, what fuckers!  They had him do all their dirty work, then fired him and all his counterparts.  Why?  To save money.  FUCK G.W. BUSH and this FUCKING WAR!!!

Seriously.  So here we are.  2 kids and very little money.  Did we save for this eventuality?  Hell no.  We never saw it coming.  My hubby was upper, upper management (not upper enough apparently) and now he is gone and his department is gone - no severance, no insurance no nothing.  Illinois is an at-will state, and he was an at-will employee.  Now he is not an employee.  Sucks. 

I know we are by far not the only ones going through this.  It is happening all over the place.  It disgusts me.  So now what?  Health insurance, food stamps?  Burn through our savings to live until he finds a job in his field?  Uggghhh.  My head hurts!

It is true what they say, when it rains, it pours…and it is pouring shit right now!

Feeling Blah….

Posted in Ponderings.... with tags , on August 10, 2008 by mikayla1

I know that people come to my blog to hear about my latest fucking experience, to learn what toys and items I like or to just see what is new in the life of a sex toy reviewer.  Sorry to dissapoint you all, but I am feeling sort of ‘blah’ lately.  I have had some major life changes happen recently.  It seems as though the economy is tanking and it is effecting everyone in so many ways.  I lost a job - well, lost is not too accurate, I have been put on ‘hiatus.’  My hubby is being forced to do the job of 2 people to save money and he is traveling every week - which is putting a royal damper on my life (sex and otherwise).  My book publisher went bankrupt - yes, no book for me.  So now I have to find a new publisher.  Two of my good friends are moving out of state to find better jobs (or their hubby found a better job) and so that makes me sad.

Yes, I guess Blah is a good way to explain my life! 

On a highlight though, my littlest son is 1 today!!!  He had a nice party yesterday which was a lot of work, but a lot of fun overall.  I tell ya, if it wasn’t for my boys, I am not sure how I would make it!!!

So, thanks for tuning in - perhaps I will have something more exciting to write about soon.  I guess we just all have days when we feel melancholy - and now is my turn!

Ohhh Sugasm…Do Me Good…..(142)

Posted in Sugasms with tags on August 1, 2008 by mikayla1

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #143? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Interludes - part 3
“He winds the rope around his hands, smoothing the kinks, and I stand there, breathing a little faster, conscious of all those eyes upon me.”

Hurts So Good
“I want you to wear the badges of sweet distress for days.”

Shower fantasy
“You don’t want to admit it, but you want me.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Sugar Bank

Editor’s Choice
Why I haven’t blogged about the Mosley case

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

BDSM & Fetish
A bit of roleplay …
Bound, Pinched and Spanked
Club Visit, Part 1
The Coolest Bondage Fetish Edgeplay Picture Ever Taken
24/7 - Día Internacional del BDSM
Discoveries of the Domina
First Encounter: an unlikely meeting
Girls Boarding School updates. Hard Punishment
The Hottest Gas Mask Fetish Erotica I’ve Ever Read By Tina Peitsche
Leather Retreat 2008 – My Dolly
Masochism
Mr. Kink Plays With Thursday’s Child
My inner pain slut makes an appearance
Play time at Jules & Malycia’s
The Seduction of Daddy’s baby
Spanking Galleries: Punishment for pretty girl

Sex Work
A Stellar First Call

Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Housewife on the Loose
Mz Berlin Is SICK! Unfair. New Fetish Movie With Jewell Marceau In My Clips Store
Nexus Vibro Review For Babeland
Ron Jeremy Reviews: The Max Hardcore Verdict
The World Erotic Art Museum (WEAM) and Lochai

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Carmine
Catalina loves Threesomes, Foursomes, and Moresomes
Club Tantra: My Experience, Unabridged 3
Fiction: The Hotel, Part 2
Fiction: The Jet Setter, Part III of III
Getting to fuck the neighbor 18
Hunger
I Have a Crush
I worship your cock
A long wait
A Lovely Sexual Fantasy From A Very Special Friend
No reservations, part 5
Out of the woods - part III
The Point of Exhaustion
Popping My Cherry
Quiet as Kept
Receptacle For Your Love…
Video: Seducing a Girl (Complete)
Welcome Home

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Anna, Evi & Jula (Hegre-Art)
Brittany Fuchs
Cam2sex submits another free blowjob movie
CamWithHer blondie Elise shows round ass
Nude II
Showin’ a little ass -HNT

Sex Advice
Advice for Women on a Wife Led Marriage
Ask Miss Bliss-She leaves me tongue-tied
Going Green While Getting Down
How to have sex in a car

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Faking it
Fine Line Between Art and Porn Finer Than Ever
Half-Nekkid and Turning 40
It’s Good To Be Catalina
Love & Sex = Chemical?
Revelation
Still haven’t found what I’m looking for
“Stripper” or “Exotic Dancer?”
Why the deaf are probably great lovers

Sex Humor
How About Doing Something with that Unsightly Vagina of Yours
If Loving This Video Is Wrong, We Don’t Want to Be Right
My First Time (with a Home Pregnancy Test)

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