Yes, yes I know, I have been a very bad Mikayla. I have not been here for I don’t know how long. I am sorry for being gone. Thanks to all my internet buds who have checked on me and worried. I am OK. I just had a series of ‘issues.’
First, our computer died. Just up and died. Had to try and rig something up. In the meantime, I was using my Mom’s and well, it is not the place I want to type about getting fucked hard, ya know???
Second, my hubby is still out of work, therefore, I have been working extra hard. I have picked up some tutoring jobs for extra cash, and am watching my nephew a few days a week. So, having 2 children around, again, no time to write about fuck fun.
Third, I have been sort of dispondent. Not feeling like writing. My hubby is having a hard time with being off work, and I have tried to be supportive…but it is hard. I am a happy person at heart and he is really bringing me down. I can only try for so long to help him get UP. I know a few things about keeping a man happy in bed (or more than a few) but I don’t know how to bring one out of a major slump.
Speaking of a slump - it has been interesting keeping the sex interesting and fun. We are still having sex - but it is sex - not fucking. Don’t get me wrong, sex is sex is sex, but fucking is so much more fun. I guess for most men (tell me guys if I am wrong here) it is really hard being the assertive, open your legs, suck my cock kind of guy when you feel like a loser. Now, I am not calling my hubby a loser, but he feels like one by his own admission. So, he hasn’t been in the fucking mood. IN fact, we all know that stress is a major mood killer, but he has still been in the mood for sex, just not ‘forceful sex.’
You know what I am talking about…the kind of sex when you just get down and dirty, grabbing, groping, slamming each other…fucking great sex.
So, I am gonna remedy this on the weekend. On Saturday I am getting my hair colored - back to the blonde again - and I am sending my boys to their auntie’s for a while and I am gonna put on a brand new corset that my mastercard paid for - and seduce the shit out of my hubby!
So thanks again for the worry emails and checking in on me - and I will post again after Saturday’s fuck fest!
Wish me luck!!!
mikayla1